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i know i shouldnt be ONLINE and blogging right now. but just a short entry.

whats going on man. i'm suffocating from all that life has for me right now. so promos has become something that i can't be bothered with. no longer striving to get some As. like ivan said "promos what... pass can liao." hor?

holy shit. i cant really study anymore. lots of crap happened and my best friend just blamed me for things that i thought wasn't my fault. everybody expects me to do something. everybody wants to be happy. but nobody tells me how i can make this happen. i think i'm stupid i'm dumb so i cant think of any good solutions ok? but i'm not a superwoman loh, i dont think i can take everything that is happening now.

i'm bloody tired okay? exams is enough liao. who says i still have energy to chup other pple's feelings? but can i not chup or not? i chup already, got people say i greedy. i dont chup, got people say i heartless. either way i die. better way out is i dont chup, save more energy for myself and my exams. but i'm not doing that. perhaps i would rather suffer bad reputation than having to sacrifice their exams.




dont know lar.

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